Below are the 19 most recent journal entries recorded in jewbiscuit88's LiveJournal:

Sunday, October 10th, 2004
1:24 am	long time hey dudes its been a long while since ive made and entry in my journal...my life has mostly been taken over by drugs but i still have that one part of me left that says...HEY BITCH CUT IT OUT... but then the drugs kick in and im all like...mmm drugness.. but now i have a girlfreind that seems just right for me..lauren...i dunno man theres something about her that just seems perfect... i dunno what it is about her but its just crazy..shes absolutely beautiful... but someone doesnt want us together cause some one is trying real fucking hard to split us up and when i find out who it is ill fucking kill them...well on that note im gonna go to bed...goodnight Current Mood: thirsty Current Music: bullet with butterfly wings-smashing pumpkins (Comment on this)
Monday, August 23rd, 2004
11:32 pm	chunks my day was shitty... i got ditched for a lil while and then i called upon my other friends and they were like poor justin ill hang out with you and then i got stranded in a parking lot...which was fun...and i got my hair cut...which i might say fucking sucked...it was totally sad... and i almost died...the lady thought my neck was a chunk of hair and decided to try and cut it off....did not work to well...really bad times.......woooooooo....gotta make it sound really cool..woooooooooooo rock on...rock on hard...rock hard on...hard on rocks..get it its a secual enuendo...hahahahahahahahahahahaha im talking to stupid..to stupid to stupod for my voice box....im so sexy for my shit to sexy for my pants to sexy for my zipper...gotta git rid o dat zippa...damn bastard always zippin on my wang chung derg naggit..im pisserd ...pisserd off...i dotn know y i just dont know...but im pisserd off...tickle me elmo Current Mood: dorky Current Music: HIM RAZORBLADE KISS (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, July 5th, 2004
6:16 pm	hooey wow tons of shit happens when you at your house...haha i mean come on since when has justin ever had a girlfreind...well as of right now he does..trisha trisha trisha wooo wooo wooo shes a hotty.. she came up to my lake house for the fourth of july....it was fuuuuuuuun my face is realy fuckin burnt tho it kinda sucks major clit...haha but shes a good girl and im lucky to have her as a girlfreind..yay (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 3rd, 2004
4:15 pm	long time its been a long time since ive made and entry...ive been diagnosed with a disease which rocks..hell yea i get to go to a treatment center 3 to 6 times a week...bitchin..ppl kinda suck nowadays its not like i used to be where you could trust the ppl that you talk to..now everyone is an enemy and everyone is against you...fucked up huh..never thought id feel alone..but its happening my family is falling apart and it rocks...haha yea i wish...well thats all i got for now...peace out to your mother (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 22nd, 2004
2:18 pm	dman dude long time jesus dude its been a long time since ive talked to jana.. it was nice to hear here again...as wierd as that sounds...shes the reason i did alot of the things i have..well shit im pretty fuckin happy actually..i was feelin kinda down...but now im feelin kinda happy...its crazy..AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh thats all i can really say or do..jesus whats going on this dealy in my stomach..its like a flood of feelings that i lost...came back...BAH...i love but i hate it cause i know jana will never be close to me again but yet shes always close to me...AHHHHH its just so wierd...but again... I LOVE IT Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: southern girl- incubus (a crow left of a murder) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 2nd, 2004
1:07 pm	howdy ok well the thing with kate just didnt work out to well...i missed olivia like a fat kid misses chocolate when he goes to fat camp...which is alot..and i really wanted to be with olivia cause im happier with olivia as my girlfreind and kate as my friend...i just cant look at olivia as anything other than my girlfreind which made it really hard to be her freind after we broke up...but now she has taken me back..and i am happy..cause kate is still my freind and everthing is back to the way it should be...but for those who crossed me..and dealt damage to my house...there will be payback...there will be payback... (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 25th, 2004
11:57 am	boobies hey its justin tis been a long weekend with my baby and it was awesome..i have weed now..i also have alcohol..which is nice either way you look at it..hahaha..i think im gonna smoke it 2 morrow before school...so if anyone wants to fuck with me 2morrow before school....then ill kill you...i dont know what to say in here besides kate you are amazing.. yes yes you are...its amazing how your amazing and how im not..and its just crazy...well i think im gona have to end this now before i start rambling...pps kate i think the button might actually go to the sweater..but it might now..o well forget it im taking the sweater with me it may get cold in london... (Comment on this)
Monday, April 19th, 2004
8:54 pm	KATE o my god dude..i asked out kate today...perfect she said yes..but i made it hard for her to say no...the lil note was basically making her say yes..hahah i love it..im so happy i cant stop moving...o my god...shes amazing oooooo...here we go with all the periods agian..jesus i dont care im so happy..kates finally my girlfreind..o my god so insane...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this is badass..shes gonna be here for a long time i want her as my girl..ive wanted her to be my girl for such a long time..i love it Current Mood: giddy Current Music: senses fail-lady in the blue dress (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 17th, 2004
11:58 pm	woo tonight was really actually the coolest night of my entire life... tonight i realized how much i need kate...she is my non faternal twin...she is my heart and soul..the very person who keeps me kicking...i figured it out..after i met her i thought my life was perfect but for some reason i went out with a different girl..which was prety nice ill admit..but the whole time...i wished i was with kate..kate is the most beautiful person i have ever met...i use alot of periods...there are some more...back to kate..god there are some more..im gonna start using comma's,,, there we go much better. i need kate,,,like a fat kid needs lipo suction,,realy fuckin badly,,i cant beleive it took me this long to figure that out when its been right in front of me for so long,, it makes me happy just thinking about being with her and all the crazy shit we do,,like block traffic...ride on the roof of her car,, hang out the window,,, make bongs out of waterbottles with dave,,, i mean she wasnt part of that heh heh,,,so i thank alah for tonight..cause i dont believe in god im just gonna use alah here so i have somthing to thank,, sry that was a totally differnt style of my normal entries about like killing me or beating me to death or drugs..haha its about the light of my life and the tenderizer of my meat...that is meant in a non sexual way..im seroius...your freakin sicko's Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: senses fail- not sure the name of the song (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, April 16th, 2004
11:23 pm	shit well today i saw trevor get his face knocked in..it kinda sucked...i heard it was due to a cheapshot by that faggot mike..i really hate him and all those fuckin ghetto blaster dil holes..according to the bible THEY SHOULD ALL BE MURDERED FOR WEARING STUPID CLOTHES AND TALKING LIKE RETARDED BLACK KIDS. im not saying black kids are retarded i love black kids im just saying when a white person talks the way they do it just sounds kinda retarded in a certain manner...so yea im pretty sure im gonna fight someone soon...if not ill just fignt myself and tell ppl i fought a black kid from north carolina come on and raise up...yea well tonight was awesome besides the trevor incident i couldnt get it off my mind but i was with kate and catie and we stole a lacross net and set up a traffic block so no one could get through it..i found it to be exremely amusing...im sure this will sound wierd to some of you but its me...i enjoy blood..especially my own ive been around my own alot so if anyone wants to just beat my face in im all for it..ive got nothing to lose hopefully i will make me a hottie like face reconstrution surgery..just kidding only fight me if you have just cause cause im respectful and honorable and i wont fight unless i have a just reason for it..well thats all my thoughts...ill speak with you all later (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 11th, 2004
7:06 pm	woo woo hey its me im just making another entry in here... im really depressed right now.. i dont know why but it kinda sucks..theres so much shit in my head right now..but im watching a beatles movie...and they are really high in this interview you can totally tell.. its amazing..i love it...i love it to pieces...kate baby you need to see this..its amazing...ppl who think the beatles suck..gues what you suck il kil you..i just wrote my research paper its horrible honeslty its like F material but im gonna get goin now and go shoot myself in the face..just kidding ill speak with you later ta ta for now hehe Current Mood: depressed Current Music: abandoned pools-start over (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 7th, 2004
8:43 pm	mmm hey yall its me justin again..well who the fuck else would it be im not doin nothing but sittin here thinkin about peanuts..wait i hate peanuts lets change that to pickles..but not in any sexual form just flat out pickles...mmm pickles... i have a new screen name picklesonthereef..i wonder y the word reef is in there mm its a toughy..well me and dave are gonna hang out which means ill prolly be stoned off my ass hardcore...i mean..not..hehe..wait..shut up..i fuckin hate..no i dont..y am i heere. o yea its my live journal..wait..whats a live journal...its not live..cause i post it and its like 3 or four days when you read it..so its not really live..what the fuck (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 4th, 2004
10:04 pm	future fun Hey everybody its j man makin another entry.. its been a lil while since i made one so i thought i should just update it with some of the shit thats happening..for me and daves birthday i guess dude hes getting some acid for us and were gonna chomp it down.. and then i told him ill kick his ass while were trippin the A and he was like ill fuckin judo chop you bitch...ninja mutant turtal style...donattelo..hahaha dave oo i love that man..dude i made up like a very deep deep thing...sometimes you just wanna give up....but you cant...cause you see a full can of soda...and you realize..theres more where that came from... oooooo god i love it man..it just so godamn amazing..man if i was in florida right now.....idddddddd be a homeless man..wow dude im so retarded im sorry everybody im just a fuck tard gooooooood bye olivia i love you ta ta Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: the family guy? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 18th, 2004
9:38 pm	haha hmmmm i had a horrible day.. i slept through first and second hour i failed a french test i slept through geometry i got sexually harrassed by a retarded kid...god what could be worse..o yea then pat got grounded all weekend that SOB.. even tho i wont be here he is still not alowed to get grounded..but hey at least ill have somthing this weekend..o yea i decided you know some cigs to keep me company..a treat i would like to call it..hahahahahaha.well man my parents suck.. my girlfreind is the coolest chick in the world...man this is what life is all about Current Mood: amused Current Music: YellowCard (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 11th, 2004
9:18 pm	mwuahaha heyyyyyyy everyyyyboddyyyyy its justin...i recently toke up on a lil somin somin and it was mad delish...dude it made me wanna jump out of the car and into a turtle..o wait or was it the other way around..fuck dude i forgot..its not the size of the penis in the sex its the size of the sex in the penis..god i love that i made it up one day when everyone thought i had smoked some pot..mwuahahaha but i didnt i was just tired it was gay and i wanted to kill everybody cause everyone always thinks im stoned its really gay i mean come on i smoke pot sometimes but that doesnt make me constantly stoned...jeese people lighten up i mean its just a few times its not gonna kill mee and why and i rambling there is a tv right to the well right of my head and its getting interesting batman and the other justice leage are fighting the humanite and lux lethor and there gang of loser bad guys...o man its gettin interesting holy shit this is wierd i hate it actually i love it and it just drew me away from writting this shit..well i must end my entry for now and tell you all...shut the fuck up when its needed no one wants to hear you just talk about retarded fucked up things that no one cares about..honestly just shut the fuck up well thats all for me o and olivia i looooooooove you woooooo i am an onion GOOD DAY TO YOU (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 29th, 2004
6:10 pm	JANA WHY Damn dude Jana cant dance anymore...she spoke so highly of it...its really awesome shes sooooo mother fuckin good at it...but come on now...dont make me move out there and make your legs not so evil....cause you were meant to dance its your bag babyyyyyy haha well i have to go thats all i had to say im just said cause shes sad cause she cant dance...DAMNIT Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: AFI (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 25th, 2004
4:55 pm	fun fun fun HEY PEOPLE life is crazy and life is awesome and i love it all..olivia is fucking awesome and SHES ALL MINE i finally have a girlfreind that i just cant get enough of..its amazing i love it...ive only felt like this like once before..and it wasnt to long ago...not long ago at all actually..but wow olivia fuckin rocks my world..shes so awesome..yayayayyayayayayayaya i could do that forever cause now im happy with how i am here in st.charles.... im finally happy in st. charles YESSSSSSSSSS Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: Senses Fail - Steven (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 6th, 2004
7:12 pm	poems Touch her pretty face Take her to that place Feel the emotion rising Know shes worth your praising What happens when she so far away Run away to her you pray You can't remember a sadness like this All you dream is that one fatefull kiss That face full of beauty is what you miss The smile of her face brightens your day Your heart beats faster when shes not away Holding her in your arms is the only way For you to fight the the pain of loneliness Shes on you rmind night and day You can't controll it you want her here Miracles of love are beautiful But she's so far away from me Together is what i wish we could be I miss you so much I've known you for so little But it feels like so much more I hope one day you'll walk through the door And run to my arms And stop listening to the alarms With me is where i wish you would be Come back to me your so far away NEW POEM I want to feel happy But i know it wont happen People think they know me Try to change my life It's not gonna happen it just makes me sadder Death is my only friend Pain helps me live with freedom Force not the opinion you heave Speak gently light as you breath I'll shove the spike through my soul I'll do it on my own Needn't help from any person NEW YET AGAIN Hearts fly in endless circles Looking for a door How they can escape From the life so poor The shadows around them will drape The life they know will end Reborn they all will be Perfect matches darkness has sent All but one which belongs to me Left in the cold that consumes my soul Nothing can i have that can be kept With me is where i wish you would be Come back to me your so far away Current Mood: awake Current Music: senses fail (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 5th, 2004
9:50 pm	crazy times The week of the cruise was the best week of my life..i met the coolest people in the world..it was totally crazy...JANA i miss you so much i stayed up with you for like two nights in a row just talking i never had that much fun in my entire life..it was insane...crazy insane...i want you to live here by me..cause you so crazy crazy crazy crazy...come back come back come back..i like to write poems everbody soon i will add them all onto here but right now i must go cause its crazy insane and yea i have to go to bed cuase its getting late at night..hahaha yea thats right late at night its like 10 o my god im such a nocopheliac.....hahahahahahahahahaha jana thats crazy that cant be right..hahaha (Comment on this)